How about you? 2022

So, this is how it feels. So lonely. Like nobody wants you. I feel exhausted. I thought I could find fleeting happiness, but it turns out I'm the only one who's happy with everything. How about you?

I hope I can bring happiness to you, at least. Everyone is laughing, but I'm not included. Is it all in my mind? Or am I an outsider because you push me away?

Life sucks. I'm laughing at myself now. How can you be happy one moment and then incredibly sad the next day?